Briv saw differently...

When verge woke from that place of depression, he had changed beyond repair and  fire ignited within him. For he had died and another took his place, before this visitor of my blog stands Briv, whom was far darker! He saw literally no hope at all.

And Briv knew of 5 things in his past that he would contort, such would be what was coming as he wrote and yelled to the heavens, saying to that dead and dying God whom was his controller, controlling without knowing:

• I will not be among the followers of fear, they have followed only what others told them
• I will not be among rulers of it in consumption, they have learned of others below them
• I will not await memories of those old days, they have found what they seek and seek no longer
• None the less I will not be outside polarity, for in any place does ever exist by spoken of other
• And I don't care, because I will stare upon your monstrous eyes such that I see what is hidden

It is here that it should be mentioned that the author is of the age of 17 and that his edgyness is quite consumed again in him, but it is in the light of a dark fire that he found not hope but bravery. Because bravery is found in those who have lost hope in not knowing prosperity in itself anymore and has befallen to that of darkness yet chose to live on.

So forth the boy said clearly, this world is doomed and its ways shall be its end and nothing can be done, thus I will take of verge and dan and write out that of its ruin but do nothing except know of it while others ignore it. His thought of knowledge was not expected to make him wiser. 

Such is this boys path as he walks into darkness and into hell. Saying swiftly, that in doom he will smoke cigerretes and be unaffected by it. That the ends of the earth are all that is ignored in those whom listen below.

This is what his worldview appeared as in imagery:

He was not in the picture... Because he could not agree with those who were in his mind now.
But time would see other things in that as his honesty, was its actuality in truth which carried on.

He felt then that it was someone incorrect to be led about or lead.